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Monday, April 10, 2006
hey people,
Got scolded today as usual but for once it stuck with me. I was surprised that some of you'll actually thought this of me. As you guys probably already now, i'm a rather easy going guy and like to relax and not stress myself out. However i admit that i do have a tendency to be blur, rough and overlook many things. One of which had landed me in a relatively tight spot today.
I shall not name anybody in particular but i got scolded for making a rather standard adam kuang remark. Meaning that it came straight from thought to mouth without passing the unknown foreign object within my body called a "brain". Now the scolding was mainly that i took my own grades for granted and hence tended to make rather flippant remarks about grades.
Now to be honest i was completely taken aback by this statement. I'm not sure if this is the rough public sentiment so i would just like to clear certain things up. First off, i in no way take my grades for granted. I just have a deep inner will to do well. Hence i always try my best to not let my grades slip. It would be a shere impossibility for me to not study for my exams and i understand this. For me i have found a way of studying that suits my character and personality. It is a method that i have found to produce optimum results. By no means do i wish to 'convert' any of you'll to this method of study neither do i wish to intentionally block you'll from studying in your own manner after all to each his own. If i get in your way you just have to point it out to me and i will step back, this i can asure you.
The remarks i make as i have said have not been properly processed as such these are things that tend to come off as rude, arrogant, weird and crude. Lets just say that it is something i admit i have a problem with and hence am trying to change but i'm just too used to it. When i am placed within my own comfort zone my brain stops working. I mean among the class i feel at home and at ease and hence tend to relax and not watch what i say. For this i apologise maybe i should still keep certain things tied down, i dun know shall figure things out, yeah?
Anyway i hope this clears matters up cause dun like having such a sentiment looming over me, makes me feel guilty and stuff, :P not feelings i love to have around. Anyway cya guys in school tmr, ah school oh wonderful school you simply make my day.
Adam
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9:26 PM
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