Thursday, March 24, 2005
hmm.. realised my prev post was quite gloomy... but this shld be better..today started off quite badly.. coz i was missing u guys.. was very very very very very moody in e morn.. plus i had a really bad stomachache (after drinking a cup of iced milo), which made my mood worse............. so.. e morn started off really badly.. louis n i were totally sian diaox..
when they were singing their sch song this morn (which sounded much lyk community singing), we felt quite left out lor.. n its so quiet during e national anthem lor.. no one was singing.. den i rmbed how e sch wud sing e anthem n college anthem loudly.. esp with e chs guys there.. suddenly, its so quiet.. not quite used to it..
we den learnt their mass dance.. seriously din feel lyk learning another sch's one lor.. den they cheered after dancing.. which made me feel even more left out.. coz i din noe their cheers.. plus e fact tt i was really not interested to cheer as a nj student..=(
when we went to their lt5, it was so hot lah.. e air con was lyk not working at all!! den i rmbed tt we haf heat (or is it motion) sensors in hc.. n e air con is also working so well tt everyone feels cold..
fell alslp during e talk in e lt.. was so warm lah.. how to stay awake?!! after tt was lunch.. initially, i was stoning, n stoning, n stoning.. waiting for my frenz who were buying their uniforms.. e stomachache was still there, so i din feel lyk eating.. actually, i was quite happy stoning.. rmbed e firx stoning session with py n karen during adam's stupid vnr.. (!! still angry when i think abt it lor!!) finally lifted my butt off e seat abt 15mins after i told myself to do tt.. seriously lagging today.. ate some food, which made my stomachache worse.. argh! den they started with e station games.. e games were fun.. was totally wet n soapy at e end of e day.. i tink it was e games which made me feel better.. coz it kept me bz.. so i wun think abt u guys..
i tink another reason why i cud take my mind off u guys is tt my clzmates were with me.. coz we got to choose our own OG..
ohya.. there's a guy in my OG who's called benjamin n came of aci as well.. hahax.. den i tot of ben..
during the period o time when i was very moody.. all i can think of is u guys.. it sort of started during lunch.. as i was stoning, i was this girl wearing a spongebob squarepants shorts.. den i tot of pq.. i oso saw a grp of pple eating beside me.. n i tot of e times when we played zhong ji mi ma during lunch.. i felt weird.. it wasnt right.. suddenly, i didnt see any superbly tall guy ard me.. neither did i hear any screaming or anyone being teh.. it was weird.. really weird.. i tot of everyone in class.. e tall ht.. e chirpy pq.. e always-acting-gay alfred/alfie/alfra.. e quiet n man-of-few-words-but-can-be-lame-at-times yanzhi, e always-scaring-me mel.. e teh sher.. e classic py.. e smart gwyneth.. e always-being-crazy-with-me-n-fellow-rvian joanna.. okie.. at tis rate.. i'll name everyone one in clz.. but u guys shld noe how i feel.. i really miss all of u..
currently, i still cant imagine myself as a njc student.. i tink of hc.. i already feel that i'm part of hc after 3 mths.. u noe.. at e end of e day.. the OGLs were saying.. they cheered because of 2 reasons.. 1 is to enjoy themselves..2 is to let 'e other side' hear them.. i felt really hurt.. so i din cheer..
but i believe tt i'll eventually accept e fact tt i'm no longer a hc student... maybe when i get to noe my new clzmates.. i'll feel better.. hopefully.. someone will make me feel at home again..
alrite.. tt's all for now.. tata~
=)
-me-
Zi Ping
ps: pq.. i went to do e test tt u were toking abt.. i haf e 25% male brain as well.. u're not e onli one with e supposedly male brain.. =)
pps: mel.. thx for praising me to e skies.. saying tt i'm a genius n i'm really not.. thx.. =)
zp
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