Thursday, March 24, 2005
hello... exciting week isn't it?I thought school posting day was interesting, to say the least. It got me thinking about alot of things. Like where would I go if I were posted out? Who would I miss most if I were in another school? Who would I meet if I were in another school? Who would miss me if I left? What school do I go to? What combination will I get? Who... what... where...how...why...when... So much thinking my head started to hurt and well... I got teary eyed for a while... after school... after going out... at home alone....
I was thinking very hard on whether I deserved to stay in hwa chong... as everyone would know by now, I am the only 8 pointer in class who got in without appealing. I was comparing my abilities as a 8 pointer triple science student in hwa chong, with that of the other 8 pointers, and I guess I got so depressed that I changed the topic...
to the people who would be leaving. I won't deny that I will miss all of them alot... alot alot alot... Zihao I will miss for his sense of humour, humility, care and concern for other classmates especially... *ahem* *cough cough cough*, and most of all his zai-ness in math and physics (which he will always claims sucks because he is sitting in near proximity to zhen hao or yan zhi). Sighz, with him gone, there goes my walking, talking approachable physics and maths study guide and a good friend.
Ziping, I will miss everything about you!!!! No one to teach me how to play Di Zi anymore!!!! WAAAH!!! Then there is no one to talk crap with me, no one to complain with about lessons, and no one to help explain if my mind is shutting down during lectures. From now on, we will not see the small petite figure with ear phones sitting at the class bench so early in the morning doing tutorials. What can I say, you inspire me to actually think of whether I finished all my tutorials and do them in the morning? Haha.
Liang Zhen... sigh, I will have lost one of the most honest friends that I have made in the class -as well as my helpful apparatus counter. Though I never talk to you much in class, you've always been quite nice and thoughtful... Wishing you would come back to 7A so that GP class will be as lively and radical as it used to be, and the poor Bio reps will be able to leave Bio labs faster... haha... this sounds like I want you back to help me. But seriously, I wish you were back... however all my wishes never come true.
Louis! Sigh, I will never have the opportunity to laugh when someone opens his mouth to sing again. I think its quite wierd and maybe a bit insulting, but everytime you do that, I start feeling like laughing. Ah well, you do bring laughter and joy to people in the class everytime you open your mouth. You own the Frozen throne remember? Hm, i miss your deperate attempts to move our lethargic asses to Chem lecture and tutorial and lab, sometimes even for other tutorials and lectures. I personally will not forget you, wonder if the class ever will? The choir people perhaps, Karen and Nicholas... no one to sing Binama with them. :)
Sherlene~ what can I say, the class feels less alive without you there, talking with Karen, squealing, abusing Kelvin... I may not talk to you that much, but your presence is felt. REally... I guess other than the audible presence, I will miss your nice personality. The personality that leads you to be nice to people around you, and to actually go out of your way to be nice to them, to make them feel in and not like a total stranger. That's real kind and caring of you. (It's something I would think twice before doing)
Pei yeung!!!! No more comfort hugs.... that's one thing I will miss, for sure. Then there is the priceless and invaluable help that you give me when I need it during tutorials. I don't know what to say. You have been there everytime i want someone to accompany me... and now you are not. hm... i sound pretty self centered... don't i? But u are there for so many people, like Mel, PQ, Karen... you are so nice... why must u leave? (btw. u and zihao still haven't succeeded in making me skate decently)
Hmm... this looks very long already.
Anyhow, to cut it short, I was thinking about escaping, leaving, disappearing to crash njc or acjc... even sajc or rjc. Nothing much in class that I am particularly attached to, only people like Joanna, Mel, Nicholas, Zhen Hao, Gwyneth (fellow Geper that is smarter than me)... and i will miss Alfred's contreversial ways... I guess the only thing holding me back is my love for Hwa Chong StringZ and my promise to help Kel and David through elections... even if I don't get elected. (I don't think i have a high chance to do that - popularity fail... ). And my good friend Mich... there will always be heartache if I leave and the JCM trio is truely and thoroughly split... but I (being me) will always put on a brave face and wish you well... actually, you probably will do well whether I wish it or not... but for old time's sake... :D a big smile to say I LURVE YOU ALWAYS and I WILL BE THERE~!
Original 7A rox~!!!!!
Jo. N.
Jayz
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