Wednesday, March 23, 2005
也许这是上天给我的考验。。。我能成功吗？its 2300 and there's no news yet.. shld i keep on waiting? shld i give up?
i'm really afraid.. really worried.. every phone call i receive, every sms i receive.. i wonder if it's from the sch.. my heart skipped a beat each time my phone rings and vibrates.. this wait is long and tiring.. it isnt fun.. will i even get a call.. i wonder.. i hope i will.. i don't want to leave.. i'm getting emotional.. i feel like crying now..
if this is really a test for me, i will wait.. i'll wait for as long as i have to..
i imagined myself going back to hc tml, hugging u guys, telling everyone tt i get to stay.. but will this happen? i really dunno.. i imagined myself crying when o levels result was released.. and i did.. hopefully.. this time.. my imagination, my dream will come true too... i'm waiting.. endlessly..
how much longer can i stay cheerful? how much longer can i stay hopeful?
i'm really really sorry if this post is full of unhappiness.. pls bear with it..
maybe i should look on the brighter side.. even if i cant stay.. i'll see u guys (erm actually, girls) 2 years later.. in one of the universities.. muz rmb me hor..
waiting.. . . . . . . . . . .
i believe the many 'gd luck' i received from all of u will give me e will to continue waiting.. will touch heaven and let me stay in hc.. i try to hold on to this belief for as long as i can..
it's been a really long time since i was this upset...
ending my post soon.... i think i shall end on a happier note...
here's a saying for all of u..
'Smile always --- 'coz it's the best thing to do'
=)
-me-
Zi Ping
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10:55 PM
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