Sunday, February 27, 2005
tick tock tick tock...time is slowly slipping away.... and 1400 hrs is slowly but surely approaching, whether we like it or we dread it.... fifteen more hours? fourteen? time is definitely not on our side...
O level results... Should I feel happy? Should I feel relieved? Should I feel anxious? Should I feel depressed? I have no idea, a mix of everything i suppose. For one, the reality that 05S7A may soon become a memory, only substantiated by a few photographs, is hitting me very hard - so hard that I think I may get a concussion soon...
but if i had to summarise my feelings into one word, i guess it all comes down to fear. so many questions spinning in my mind, another one appearing every heart beat, all of them left unanswered, just swirling... swirling... so many of these questions... what if i didn't do well in the o levels? what if i got transfered to another school? what if i had to go to a polytechnic? what if i was the only one left in 7a? what if i had to go to another class? what if i cannot put these past memories behind me? what if... what if...
Truth be told, i never want to leave 7a... it's such a wonderful and intriguing class, like although everyone is from different backgrounds, with different personalities, we are always able to come together during crises to do whatever we have to, without complaining. There may be differences in the class, but we always manage to get past that. Now that I have tasted life in Hwa Chong 7A, i don't really want to leave... let's spend the rest of 2005 and 2006 together!!!
But sadly enough, sometimes dreams cannot come true, even if everyone wants it to be so. Our future is hanging before us, 15 hrs away. Let us promise that we shall not forget each other, and shall try to keep in contact always.
Cheers to 7a...
jO
Jayz
11:59 PM
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